I was just trying to work and help my family. Help my family. But who are my family? Who is my family?
I’m trying to get a ride to see my mom for the last two or three years-ish. Do I buy a new car just to see my mom? NO. My mother was gorgeous. She was a wonderful human being who saved my life many times. They both were and are. I love my parents. But; they’re not all there anymore.
I lied to them about her to try to help them move on. She is gone.
My father likes to say things about her in private. It was mostly lies and misunderstandings. Normal things that would need to be done.
You may need to give enemas to your child also — but be careful with the kid. It can really hurt. I survived.
Nobody visits my house — but people come through and my sister makes sure to let me know. Nobody actually sees me though. Why? I’m a pretty nice dude. $500 if you visit. Pays for gas and things on the way.
Her husband has been by a few times; and his family also for various medical procedures. They don’t stop by.
I see what is going on now. You are trash people doing trash things. I’m genuinely angry now.
Nobody gets money from me but me — now. But, the reasons are complex. I may give you $500 if I get to know you and you need it. No Wi-fi at my house for you. We talk — or not.
She blames it on birth control — it was not. Her husband brings her too much food. Salad only now. Something else is also going on — or a visit would have been fine.
Instead of a visit to my mom — my sister insisted that I go to rehab. I see what’s up now. You’re dead in court. Both of us really.
Sell the home. Use it all killing my mom. My mom and I were both demented… A bit. A bit. A bit demented.
I cannot really take care of her. I hope she is okay.
Perhaps Prion disease. My mom and I both ate at the same McDonalds when that was a possibility.
I’ll write as long as I can.
It’s all just words — right?